SHARLENE .

2010-07-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

2009-06-06T08:13:00.001-07:00

Ive moved. http://taintedstreets.blogspot.com/ seeyou guys ther!

Missyou

2009-06-05T23:45:00.000-07:00

My celestine is in London now! I seriously hate her man, like seriously. There she in London and her i am suffering in Singapore. I should have squeeze myself into her lugguage man, i would you know. As long as i can leave this stupid country with no winter. Its effing hot my god. I dont hate her lah, why would i, im just jealous argh. Heh takecare my dear, will be missing you till the day youre back! Smoochesx.

Im so sorry no pictures for yesterday's outing. Cause daomin didnt bring her memory card for her camera and she wasted 8bucks on batteries. Sorry daomin, ill pay 4bucks k?(: Yesterday was alright but i started feeling super tired as soon as there was this blue-black mark on my lips. Hahaha so embarrassing. Dont bother asking me because i wont tell you and those who know better shut up too. Lol! Ended the day after having dinner at park mac. Yeap.

I woke up at freaking 2pm today! Lol! its so not surprising cause i used to wake up at this timing during weekends, besides now is holidays so who cares. Im gonna start packing my stuffs already. The good thing is i can ramsack all my stuffs and ill start to find lots of very-long-never-see stuffs, it will be fun doing it with people but too bad im doing it alone. I guess ill start giggling at every single primary school stuffs knowing how childish i was last time. And probably ill find out some primary school secrets too. Hhaha i seriously dont know whats stuff inside my big cardboard la, didnt touch it for ages because i dump everything there. Oh and the bad thing is ill start rubbing my nose like nobody's business because it will be super dusty. Oh well actually the thought of leaving this house kinda makes me sad, but ah every house will definitely have memories. Goodbye!

Smoochessx

2009-06-04T08:14:00.001-07:00

I'm backkkk, afterrrrrr a long day. From school to keith house to orchard. Heeeeeeeeeeh. I'm damn tired. But im also excited because i'm finally going out with babes and cabs tomorroww! My sister just lent me her f21 sequins and she says i look nice in it!! Heeeeee i'm gonna wear it out tomorrow, its so disco. Anyway my super rich sister despite spending 203bucks these two days, still has 400plus in her bank, wait ive not yet say finish, shes gonna get another 200bucks soon so she will have 600plus in her bank. Damn ass right. Went shopping with her and she can just flash her atm card in front of the cashier, she just bought 2freaking nice tops just now that adds up to more than 100bucks. WHATS THIS?! ahhhhhhhhh at least she got me a 5bucks top, lol!! Its kinda good already la, cause she doesnt get me stuffs at all!! KKKKK im super tired im gonna go sleep now so that i wont be tired tomorrow and my swollen eyes will recover so i wont look ugly tomorrow and and and eh nothing else okay goodbye sayonara, luvyou bitchesandbastards.

xoxo

2009-06-03T07:33:00.000-07:00

Hey baby, first week of holidays are gonna be over soon. Ive spent my days all at the library, how nice. Its okay, ill do finish all my homeworks by this week and by next week i can go around Singapore thrashing the streets. Hhahaha, oh well. Cant wait to go marina barrage next week! Dad's birthday is coming and my mum bought him a 300plus watch, wow. Im only left with 20bucks, what can i buy? Probably a kiss will do(: Anywayz, my wardrobe is bugging me everyday for more clothes to fill it upp. Sighhhhh :( Nverminddddd, i shall start going shopping again after ive moved into my new house which apparently i still dont know where it will be at. I make sure my wardrobe will be filled with never ending amounts of clothes. Ciao lubbxyouz.

2009-06-01T22:06:00.000-07:00

HOT AHZ

WalaoZ the weather is killing me man. Its freakingggg hot!! I really hate Singapore for its temperature man!!! If i was at china now, i guess it wouldnt be so bad!! Freaaak. Ah ill go to the library alone now to read my chinese books. God bless me man, 2 chinese books to read, i wonder when will i even finish it!! Lolzz. I shall just go and enjoy the free aircon rather than staying at home trying to study but obviously i wont be able to because i told ya the weather is killing me and my parents will kill me if i on the air con in the middle of the day when the sky is still as bright!! Walaoz i very nehggy. Ciao babes hunks.

2009-06-01T02:25:00.000-07:00

My Love For You Will Last

Hi peeps, its the first day of holidays and i'm at home. I was just about to go to the gym just now till i couldnt take it anymore and i shouted at my dad. All you wanted to do was go to the gym and that the fact that you have already studied for an hour but you had to listen to those naggings. If you were me, i guessed you would have reacted the same way. Sigh, i really regreted not studying hard. Everything seems to be like my primary6 days once again, where i had no freedom at all because it was psle. I would rather stay at home and not go out than to go out and hear naggings from my parents and get calls from them every single minute to come home. Life sucks now. I want to take olevels now and faster end it so i wont have to worry so much. Im already putting the effort to do my holiday homework. And its only the first day of holiday and ive already finished 2 homeworks. And theres only 3 more to go. Oh boy, Sharlene just live with it okay, life's like this.

I just remembered!!! That at this point of time this date i was supposed to be in Singapore Changi Airport already!!!! Heading off to china!!! Stupid h1n1 made me stayed at home to suffer my first week of holidays at home. Thankss man!!! Asssholez.

2009-05-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

Shuaiz

Kns, all so handsome you tell me how to choose? The reason why i didnt say i was crazy over anyone of them was because i didnt know who to choose. Kim bum(the top row first person) or Kim Hyun Joong(top row second person)?! Ahhhhh but i think kim hyun joong is the best!!!! :) Hhahahah ok im close to the ending alreadyyyyyyyyy but i dont dare to watch because i want jan di to go with ji hoo(Kim Hyun Joong). ARGH HAHA OK BYE.

2009-05-30T05:27:00.000-07:00

Im back, from mass swim. You guys must be wondering why i'm at home so early. Its because i got a call from my parents to go home. So you see, after meet the parents session yesterday, life is gonna be bad. They wanted to have a talk with me because of my bad results. Because i came home after student leader selection camp and slept till today morning. So yup, i just had a talk with them, and i was surprised they didnt scold. They just talked to me about it. But i guess life is gonna be naggy for me. Ah before i start my depressing post, ill blog about camp and mass swim.

So yeah the student leader camp was really tiring and i didnt manage to sleep much, about only 2hours or so. Because of the night walk. But at least i get to meet wonderful secondary1 students. Ha though working with them is really tiring but yeah, it was great. So after camp i had meet the parents session and then went home to sleep until today morning 7am with aching arms and legs. Didnt want to go for the mass swim actually but i was thinking this kind of event only happens once in a blue moon and since i like swimming, so yup i went. Though my team came in first, i was really tired, i almost died, like seriously. Because i did not eat anything since yesterday after camp till today morning, and i just went for the mass swim with an empty stomach. It was crazy, i nearly fainted. Plus my arms were aching so badly after the 600 success claps during the sl camp. After just swimming one lap out of 4laps for the relay(each person had to swim 4laps, so 5person 4 laps each, so in total 20laps per team), i was already panting like hell. This was the first time i felt so shag out of all the swimming competitions ive participated. But yeah to cut the long story short my team came in first :)

Please guys dont bother reading this post because i dont want you guys to start thinking that im being emo, wanna act pity or whatever shit. Im just expressing myself and i dont need sympathy from anyone. Can anyone tell me whats wrong with my brains? Its not as though i didnt study you know. I did, maybe not that hard but at least i did. Why are my marks like that? Im not even strong in any subject. Whats with me? i USED to be strong in mathematics, but now its like shit. Why do some people dont study and end up scoring better than me? The feeling sucks. You will feel like a complete loser. And the fact that i used up most of my time to study history and end up getting a freaking 64marks only. People study history the day before the paper, and i study it for about 2weeks and i end up losing them. I dont wish to compare i dont want to, but you think this is possible? Thats so stupid. Its so obvious that im stupid, im just stupid. I really am. Im not good at studies, neither am i good in cca, i dont have a single strength. As in everyone should have something that they are good in, but can anyone tell me what am i good at? I cant even pursue my dream because ive got no dream, im leading a worthless life, im walking in a road that leads to no where. You guys can say you wanna get into this class, you wanna take this and this subjects, i too share the same thoughts, but now i dont even dare to say that i want to go this class, take this subject and that subject and so on. Because i am not qualified to even take those subjects. You know how it feels? I dont even dare to voice anything out now. Im useless. At least people who are not good in studies are good in better things, but im not even good in any. Studies no, bowling no, music talent no, artist talent, no, singing, no, acting, no. What else?! I can claim that i study very hard, but end up getting stupid results. Maybe ive just been studying blindly. I keep saying that i got study i did study but probably i was actually studying nothing. NOW WITH THESE KIND OF STATUS, HOW THE HELL AM I EVEN QUALIFIED TO BE A FREAKING STUDENT LEADER. I got to do something about it right? I just keep thinking and thinking whats wrong with me, but i just dont know. It sucks when its during the holidays and you cant even enjoy. Im just stupid, i must study twice the amount people do in order to do well. This is the first time my parents are controlling me so much, tell me how?

Dear God, where are you when i need you?

2009-05-27T03:53:00.000-07:00

Take Me Away

Thatssss cherie my cousin!!!

OVERDUED PICTURESSSSS. GOTTA GO~~ SEEAO.

2009-05-26T00:18:00.000-07:00

A Picture Speaks A Thousand Words

DONE FINALLY :) WATCHING CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC AT DAOMIN HOUSE WITH BABES NOW!!!! Ciao.

2009-05-25T03:48:00.000-07:00

A Little, A Little Closer

Marina barrage is such a wonderful place, bring me there, will you will you ? :)

So being fair is probably an advantage too? Because its easier to spot yourself in the dark ^^
Awwwww i'm so so tired. Just came home from PT, yes PT, bowling had PT for the first time ever. It was kinda ok-ok. Just that the theory part about why weight training is important was boring, lol! Ohyes, whats the most important thing to me now is to persuade my stubborn parents. THEY DONT ALLOW ME TO GO CHINA ANYMORE. They saw the news yesterday regarding swine flu, and the news was saying many schools going to china for school trip cancel their trip because of swine, and only two schoools are gonna continue going. So i guess one of them is mayflower? My parents werent happy la, they were like is mayflower gonna be responsible if anything happens? Ahhh what can i say? They are being concern. Sigh, hopefully theres a need for a penalty, then probably they will have no choice but to let me go. I just dont want to stay in Singapore yeahhhhh. Though i dont see whats so great about china too. Sorry cheryl, if i really cant go :(

2009-05-22T03:00:00.000-07:00

Lost And Insecure

Let me hold you for the last time, its the last chance to feel again, but you broke me, now i cant feel anything.

Okay so those were pictures taken yesterday!! AHHHHHHHH cant wait for 12midnight!! WE THE PEOPLE WHO LUVS CHERYL ARE GONNA POP UP AT HER HOUSE AT 12MIDNIGHT TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! awwwwwwwwww. And then we will spend her birthday at the flea tomorrow and then off to somewhere else to take pictures. Yay! Aiyo speaking of flea, i got no money to spent at all. I shall just sit with my sister and help her out with her stall :( Aiya got anyone owe me money anot? Now that youre here please think carefully, i hope you guys owe me money because i need money!!!!!! HAHA I SOUND SO DESPO AIYA YOU JUST THINK LA!! GOT ANOT? GOT THEN YOU BETTER RETURN. HEHE. I SHALL JUST SIT THERE GET TEMPTED BY ALL THE THINGS AT THE FLEA TOMORROW :( oKAY SAYONAARA.

2009-05-21T05:14:00.000-07:00

Broken Strings

When theres nothing left to say, its like chasing the very last train, when its too late, too late.

I'm back!! After catching a movie at angmokio hub with the usual babes. The feeling sucks when school is starting tomorrow. No more late nights with my boys over flowers. Sigh, i hope holidays come quickly like now now now! And ill be off to china. Ah speaking of that, ive not started packing! Oh no. Its like so fast, 2 months ago i was so excited waiting for this day, and now its like one week to school trip. I pray that nothing will happen to all of us, go away swine flu. Maybe its cool to be in a chalet held up for quarantine, but sitting in a chalet for a week without going anywhere sounds pretty crazy, i might just go mad. Because there goes my holidays. Besides when im back from china, ill be having church chalet!! Soooooooo hopefully ill be alright. Heh. And no ive not done elearning. I think ill die tomorrow if i dont do it by today. But im really lazy, and i want to get hook into computer with my boys over flowers. So i shall see how. SO LONG SUCKERS :)

2009-05-20T22:50:00.000-07:00

Stand By Me

Daomin's birthday! ah luv you sweetie. Happy 14 birthday. Elmo balloon, chocolate cream cakes, beautiful pictures, lovelee friends, great venue at vivo = a perfect birthday celebration!

Omg it took me 30mins .

IM FINALLY DONE. TOOK UP MY TIME FOR BOYS OVER FLOWERS! AH BUT NEVERMIND. ITS ALREADY 3AM BUT IM NOT ASLEEP BECAUSE ITS STILL ELEARNING TOMORROW! HEHEHE OK BOYS OVER FLOWERS. CIAO.

2009-05-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

2009-05-19T08:24:00.000-07:00

Screw cheena

Its all because of you that i cried.
Its all because of you that i cried.
Its all because of you that i cried.
Its all because of you that i cried.
Its all because of you that i cried.
Its all thanks to you that my eyes are swollen.
Its all thanks to you that my eyes are swollen.
Its all thanks to you that my eyes are swollen.
Its all thanks to you that my eyes are swollen.
Its all thanks to you that my eyes are swollen.
Its all because of CHEENA.
ARGH.

Oki its gonna be daomin's birthday in 30mins time!! Oh dearie ill wish you early oki.
Happy Birthday sweetiepie! Though we cant celebrate with you on your actual birthday, i believed you had a fun time with us right!! Heh...We heart you. Elmo balloon, chocolate cream cakes, birthday pictures, lovely venue at vivo = a perfect birthday party. Youre one year older and that makes you 14! Sweet 14, luv you!

Hai im so disappointed with myself. No motivation at all, i claim to be studying very hard, but actually im not studying smart. I dont know whats wrong with me la ok. But im gonna change my way of studying from today onwards, if not i can forget about living man. Screw exams. ciao

2009-05-18T07:40:00.000-07:00

you are such a bloody fucker. your love is a lie. Yes yes you say you will love me, you will still love me. But your feelings just change, so fast. How could you. I just want to go to you and give you a tight slap. Why do you always say things when you dont mean it? we finally got together after so much ups and downs, and you promised me so much. But all your promises were crap. Why did i even believe you. I must be the stupiest girl in the whole wide world. Maybe i should just blame myself, because i choose not to listen to my friends. They didnt like you, yet i ignored their warnings. Yes serve me right. So now its me that is suffering. Yeah yeah studies studies studies studies, your stupid excuses. I just dont understand how could you say how much you love me and wont forget me and then a few days later your feelings change. This is so crazy. Now i wonder if you really had ever loved me.. Why? why are guys always like that. How many more girls do you want to hurt? Im really worried for her, because im afraid you will hurt her again. You cant be trusted. So what if you have the looks? so what, be a man please. Why do i have to end up suffering so much now. You are such a bastard, you cling on to me at first, and now youre back to her. Please dont bloody say you will still love me, and the next moment dont give a fucking damn about me. I swear i hate you now, ill never choose someone like you again, youre full of lies. Why cant i accept him, and dont give a damn to you. Sharlene, he doesnt love you anymore, his heart belongs to someone else. Oh god, move on, get someone better. Dear God, please help me.

2009-05-18T01:56:00.000-07:00

Its only me , playing a part.

Well well well hell hell hell, got back my maths and science paper. My parwnts still doesnt know about it because they are not back yet but i'm going out soon too. So yeah. Aiya disappointing la, as usual. Lost 10marks for maths because of carelessness. How stupid can i get. I could have gotten a freaking 78! SO YEAH YOU CAN FIGURE OUT HOW MUCH I GOT FOR MATHS ALREADY YEAH. Haiya history another one, not good not good. Only 32/50. Sian, i expected more eh. Ah nevermind, i really must start working harder next time. Streaming year! I dont want to regret getting into the classes i dont want to go, so yup.

Anyway ive got 3 consent forms to let my parents sign. One is trip to kranji war memorial. Lol! Another one is some swimming competition, lol. Its been awhile since i last went to swim, but im excited! And the last one is SL SELECTION CAMP. yes yes yes i know your must be thinking : what?! how in the world did someone like sharlene got selected? Aiya i doubt ill get in too. Ok i gtg, off to watch boys over flowers and then going to SPH for china trip talk! ciaoz.

We are drifting...I dont like the way youre acting. I have so much to say about you, but i dont know how to tell you. I guess you might be able to feel it too, that im not as close to you as before. Please dont make me dislike you.

2009-05-17T02:31:00.000-07:00

Haji Lane

Aiyo im lazy to post all the pictures. Ok yesterday with jaslyn and wanyi to haji lane. We made it, haha. Haji lane is so, i dont know how to say, the people there kinda scary. Piercings, tattoo, cool, smoke, sheesha. So we were kinda afraid. Lol!

Anyway, whats your defination of flirt man? So irritating. Being close to guys doesnt means flirt. I dont go around chasing guys. So whats with you? Aiya i also cant be bothered to explain cause i dont give a damn to you. Beverly from yiochukang sec, my ass. Aww why not lie alittle more convincingly?

2009-05-16T01:05:00.000-07:00

Bffs

Probably back with more pictures laterr. Out with lovely people to go shopping again.

Theres millions of pictures to be posted!! oh nooooo. Ciaoz lovelees.

2009-05-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

Drive through

BIG FAT UGLY EYE BAGS, SAVE ME.

2009-05-13T03:29:00.000-07:00

Gives You Hell

I dont want to talk about anything now because im effing pissed. Tell me if its logical if someone eats the whole packet of your sweets without permission and didnt say sorry and yet still scolds you? I hate you man. You knew that this would happen, yet you still took it without using your brains. Come on, you could have at least left some for me. Dont you dare scold me if i take your things without your permission. Screw you. Youre always the one who start quarrels. We havent been quarreling, but you started it again today.

Everybody's sister luv their sisters, but mine doesnt luv me at all. I thought that having a sister is a good thing but no. I rather not have one. You dont even treat me right man. Even when youre in the wrong you still shout at people. Look at yourself man.Just because you are the oldest doesnt give you a right to be like that. Will a sorry kill? I dont know why in the world i still try to be a good sister and make you happy. But now theres no point at all. Because im sick and tired of you. Yes im a bitch, im the one in the wrong, continue taking my things without permission, ill just shut up, because i will just end up getting scolded again. You dont even effing care about my feelings. So what if i have a pretty sister, so what? Stop being envious over me because i have a pretty sister, because i rather have a good but ugly one. Tell me if there will be this day, where everyone will get jealous of me because i have a good sister, OVER MY DEAD BODY.

2009-05-12T22:57:00.000-07:00

Forgive The Urgency But Hurry Up and Wait

Maths!!!!!!!!!!! Another killer, it was so difficult. But at least i finished the paper. Aiya whatever. After science paper and home econs paper tomorrow, i'm not gonna study. Hhehehe. And start planning where to spend my time, places of shopping, and what to get for the may babies -.- etc etc. Shopping is missing me and i'm missing shopping. Hee ciao people.

Oh and yes, go to my fb and take my quiz! See how well you know me. Hhaha its such a stupid quiz but yeah, take it for the fun la!

-Edited-

I'm gonna kill myself already. Every night before i go to sleep i must put pimple cream all over my face and each time i look at myself in the mirror i feel like crying. Because i see an ugly pimple freak. I used to not have a single pimple at all okay, since i dont know when started to have alot, yes alot. And alot nevermind eh, but my skin so fair, so its super obvious to just spot a pimple. SCREW IT MAN. This is crazy, im not being vain or what can, but who would want to have pimples all over their face? And i dont wash my face last time, and now the fact that i wash my face before sleeping evernight, i have pimples. Whats this?!! And my nose is like filled with the most number of pimples, yes im serious. Thats why its damn ugly, whatmore my nose is already the ugliest part of my face! Omg okay i think im really crazy, you can seriously ignore this whole post because i think im overeacting but pimplessss lehhhhh, :( :( :( Pimples free, oil free, left eye to have double eyelids, bigger eyes, smaller but shaper nose, left cheek to have dimples, then probably ill be happy. Its so weird, because only my right eye have double eyelids and only my right cheek have dimples. Both double eyelids and dimples are not present on the left side, SO UNEVEN. Okay la i admit im vain.

Old people say VEGGIES=PIMPLE FREE. BULLSHITZ.

2009-05-11T05:50:00.000-07:00

Because I Am A Girl

Watch this korean song mtv!! Omg damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sad. You will watch it either twice or thrice because its damn nice. Hhhaha wanyi cried can!! I watched this like last year and now i watch it again i dont get bored. Its alr in my hp, i can watch it everyday! hehe omg bless me, maths tmr!!

I know you cant watch it here because of my music!! heh so go youtube.

2009-05-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

Glenn's Day

Omg i just found out something about you.

SON OF A BITCH. Stop fooling around and break those girls heart that catches your eye.

GO TO HELL. I must be blind, to fall for you last time. From now onwards youre out of my life, you mean nothing to me anymore. Seeing you makes me wanna puke _l_ Stop thinking that youre a idol of girls, when actually youre a shit out of people's ass. Youre god damn disgusting, i swear.

2009-05-08T23:18:00.000-07:00

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her, maybe you had her, maybe you lost her to another.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Life sucks man. I dont want to say much anymore. I am so so tired, despite waking up at 1plus today. Teerible man, i tried dragging myself out of bed but i have no idea why my body really didnt have to strength for me to get up. Did maths just now and i hope my maths will improve omg i cant bare to do badly for this mid years again. Remember the test which i said i didnt finish because i missed out a page? Yup i pass on the dot. Really sucks. My maths is deproving. Anyway gonna have another mother's day dinner today. Yesterday was father's side. Yes and i finally get to eat crab after i dont know how long. Cheryl tan, dont show off ok, because i had crab too. In your ass man, hahaha. :D Okay im gonna go back to my books, left maths and science and home econs and im free from hell.

2009-05-07T06:23:00.001-07:00

Love you, love you not

I feel like slapping myself a million times man. Okay i am kidding but i really wanna kill myself right now because i did something really stupid. It was the stupiest mistake ever. Whatthehell. What i was thinking at that time? Its been making me guilty since 6:40pm. Gooodness. Sharlene why are you so stupid, why why why? Idiot. Aiya whatever la whats done cannot be undone i'm so sorry.

Anyway finally get to had talks with virginia and jinli just now. Had a fun time bakinggg too. Yay luv you guys. Xo.

Dont know that person love my name so much or what sia, tag people also dont want to use own name. Funny hor. Idioticz.

2009-05-05T04:26:00.001-07:00

Unlike Any other

Its going off, abit by abit and soon its goodbye.

Oh my i've got so much to say!! Firstly exams are over...nah for the week only. Haha history was a killer okay. I was seriously trying real hard to crack my brains, to differentiate which answers are for which questions!! Because everything is kinda similiar and you will get mixed up! Plus i woke at 7am today, yes 7!! I dont know which soul came and off my alarm and my sister had no school and my stupid brother only depends on me to wake him up so if i dont wake up, he also dont wake up. But he was late and i was not. Hehe. Managed to get a cabby on time and yes i reached school on the dot. So i was still panting when the paper was about to start, cause i was rushing the whole time. So my brain wasnt working yet. To take history next year, or not to? Chinese was okay, but i think i wont do well because i didnt study. My time was all for history!! Oh yes and i went to see house yesterday. I hope and i wish and i want to stay at chuan park! Chuan park condo seriously isnt nice at all, it looks worse than a flat, it doesnt even look like a condo, but the thing is there is a hair salon inside the condo plus a restaurant!! How cool, i can just go there and do my hair and get my meals there!! Plus the house we are getting is really nice. I CANT WAIT!! dad and mum, please just get that house. The condo is freaking chalet like, it has the chalet feeling. But just that i have to climb 3 storeys to get to 'my house'. Chuan park is made up of like high rise buildings which looks damn flat like and 4 storey high buildings which is nicer which im gonna live at! I hope. Aiya you will know what im talking if you go and seeeE! Someone please take me to sentosa because i really wanna grow darker. If not let me have blue eyes then ill look like an angmoh because i have their skin colour. HA GOODBYE.

2009-05-02T23:17:00.000-07:00

Chisel My Heart Out Of Stone

Hi i'm back from swimming. Missed church today because ive really alot to study and my sister forced me to go swim with her. So yup, since i want to grow taller, i went to swim with her. I'm short and skinny and disgusting:( I want to swim, ill make myself swim every week at least once, i dont care if i will get big arms, i just wanna get taller please. Anyway, my family had some arguements just now. Parents wanna get a house at woodlands you know! Wtf. How can i not object. Tell me, how early must i wake up man. I dont want a condo, a flat will do, at angmokio. But they say that price of a flat at angmokio is same as the price of a condo at woodlands so obviously buying the condo is more worth it, but wth, woodlands can!! They cant find cheap condos/flats at amk!! -.- I already have a hard time squeezing in mrt trains every morning, 2stops is already crazy, if i really move to woodlands, gosh. Dad says he will fetch us every morning, hur, as if. One school at amk, one school at serangoon, one school at potong pasir, how he fetch? Crap la. That idiotic sister of mine insist on a condo, cause its safer. How safe can a condo be afterall? Sigh, i just hope they will find a cheap flat/condo in angmokio, i really dont want to wake up early :( I dont care about having a gym or a swimming pool. I just want a house near school. Ah. Goodbye, off to be with my little prince book.

2009-05-01T19:54:00.000-07:00

Collide

Happy Birthday Glenn Yeo, you made us wait for you for many many many hours!! But what can we say, its your birthday. Aha. Hope you enjoy your birthday huh. Especially the cake on your face part. Heh.

A day out, from grandparents house to amk to study then to novena to get present then to plaza sing for pizza hut. My body felt so warm just now for i dont know what reason. Felt kinda unwell, was like a zombie on the train. For that moment i thought if i were sick then i could skip exams, but nah im okay now. Saturday plus sunday is study all th way day. So goodbye pictures up soon.

2009-04-30T05:21:00.000-07:00

Am I suppose to be happy with all i ever wanted, it comes with a price

Before i go for a night swim with my sister, i shall blog. Sigh, i must quickly use the condo facilities before i move house in like july:( And the fact that i havent been swimming since i dont know when. So anyway, sit and reach was such a spoiler. But i still got my Gold afterall :) I cant believe exams are like starting next week, i'm not even prepared! Hell. Plus tomorrow celebrating that ass birthday. Heh. Nevermind, i'll burn midnight oil in the next few days. Okay, off to kill those textbooks. Ciao.

2009-04-28T07:38:00.000-07:00

Featuring : My good buddies in class.

Buey tahan ah, act cool dont want smile, end up must pinch his cheeks let him act cute abit, you know who i talking about la. :D

Truth or dare, truth or dare, truth or dare. Haha. Okay i'm so sad because i'm gonna fail my maths test. Yes fail. Sigh, i left out a page la ok! 10 marks or so gone just like that. Ah i'm so careless, why did i notice that last page only when theres 2mins left. Dont do this to me, i wanna take amaths next year. Anyway, hopefully i'll manage to get another gold for napfa again this year. No wait, but my sit and reach is deproving, not to a D grade please. Alright ciao lovelees.

2009-04-25T08:40:00.000-07:00

In Your Head

I have the admit that being in the same group with the three idiots was a bad choice but yet we had alot of fun. Though there were stupid agruements and quarrels. Seriously i dont think we are gonna get good grades either. Thanks to those assholes who destroyed our half done project work. Screw them man, seriously. You guys wasted all our effort man, whoever you guys are. And we have to redo it all. Thanks huh. And the fact that we left our project work in class and the due date is on monday!! So i guess i have to depend on my report to get marks already. Ah whatever, i feel like not caring about it anymore.

So yup, did project with cheryl wanyi jiafu yingzhong and terry today. Hang around at Cheryl's
house. Played, use computer and chit chatted. Went to meet glenn at bishan and i got my phone repaired!! So i'm using my mum's stupid spare phone now, awww i miss my phone. Please hope that they wont upgrade my phone because i will end up losing all my files again. Ahhhhhh. Had dinner, arcade and homed. Pictures soon ciao.
Why? what had i done, to deserve this? Each time the sight of you and the thought of you just spoils my mood. I was having fun today, till i thought of you again. Why cant you just get outta my mind? Youre not a hero, what makes me keep clinging on to you so much. And th fact that you dont seem to care about me anymore? Whatever. The sight of you guys together makes me hate you like hell. Do you even give a damn about my feelings? Just get outta my life man seriously. Theres someone that loves and cares for me more than you do, why cant i accept him and stop clinging on to you. I dont deserve this. I dont. Here i am, trying so hard to let go and there you are, enjoying your life. Fuck.IKIMONO 110 CAMERAS! Arent they cute!!? A mini camera that acts like a polaroid! You wouldnt want to miss this! More details at http://ryloveees.blogspot.com/! Seeyou guys there:D

2009-04-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

Bitch You

My mood for the alibomb game was spoiled halfway. Anyway it was fun, lol. And i played soccer after school with yingzhong today!! I think i embarrassed myself man, felt so out of place because i was the only girl playing soccer. Heh oh well, thankyou Jiafu, Wanyi, Jaslyn, Edger, Cheryl, Yingzhong, Erman:)
Goodbye.

I'm hating you.

2009-04-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

The Hero In My Nightmare

Yay me geena and wanyi went united square and we managed to quene up for the free B&J ice cream!! We each quened twice so we each ate two ice creamsssssssssssss. It was only a 1hour plus wait for two ice creams!! Hoho. Okay currently theres this agent at my house now and i think she is going to pass my dad the check, and then our house will be sold!! Ah and we havent even found a house a move yet!! Hopefully it will be near mayflower please. Sister says we will have a walk in wardrobe in our room! Which sounds like a good idea to me. She said its every girls dream, heh. And I think i'm gonna start watching boys over flowers after exams because sis says its damn nice. Aha so goodbye studying now. My dai yangtian is gonna be on tv soon! Ah hothot.

2009-04-20T07:41:00.000-07:00

My Heart Will Go On

Argh okay i know i look freaking unglam la
but i was sad because ive gained sunburns! Look at my hot arms.

Alright so this are the pictures taken that day. Eehhhh goodluck for those co people tomorrow! Especially cheryl:) And daomin, goodluck for your sailing competition alright! Oh no, you will grow darker:( Heh luv you guys! Ahh i keep forgetting to bring out my medicine, die. Coughing badly like nobodys business. Anyway, ive been busy studying, yes. Goodybye.

2009-04-19T04:26:00.000-07:00

Dear God,

I spent my saturday and sunday fruitfully with wanyi and daomin. Thanks to th day out at pasir ris park with wanyi on saturday, i gained sunburns. Ha, its okay, as long as shes happy. Church with daomin today!! Hehe. Sermon was great. Yes God was speaking to me and i'm sure to daomin too. Anyway, in between all this, i did study on both days with them, so yup. I just finished cooking dinner and i dont care if its nice or not, because my family will still have to eat it. Anyway im so excited about studies nowadays. My sister says ive not been studying at all, its because i only study outside. ill show you the results asshole. Ciaoxz.

2009-04-17T04:03:00.000-07:00

It's Playing On Repeat

I'm so glad that i'm back home because i was afraid i might faint on my way home as i was taking big breaths just now. My chest kinda felt conjested. Ah it must have been the crazy screaming that me and wanyi let out just now. Okay ill come to that later. So yeah, we ended up watching 17again after a long discussion on what should we do. Zac Efron is hot like obviously, ha but i'm not crazy over him yet. Go watch 17again if you havent, cause it rocks!:)
Alright, then me wanyi and daomin headed off to the big playground at drive through mac. We had heart to heart talks and i just started screaming like crazy when we were on our swings. Me and Wanyi screamed our hearts out, and i told myself today MUST really be the last day i'll cry. Everything just keeps playing on repeat in my mind, i've really got to let go and move on. I've got to leave everything behind. Memories are just memories. I've got to continue on with my life without you, though its hard. Well, i'm glad ive managed to clear all my sorrows just now by screaming like some crazy women in the middle of a playground but yeah, i'm back!! Sharlene's back to her ownself. I'll just keep myself occupied with my textbooks so that i wont think too much. Its enough. No more pain, no more tears, Sharlene. Goodbye. EXAMS ARE STRESSING ME UP.

Wanyi, my dear girl! Youre stronger than usual, i'm proud of you! I'm so glad that we can laugh, cry and go crazy together. We are in this together, right? I guess this is the first time i've cried so badly infront of you right? I'm sorry, i wanted to let everything out, but it was so embarrassing as we were on the bus and because i thought of you, i stopped my tears. So be strong too. I've got you, and you've got me. Move along move along:) I'll be here for you, always and forever. Xo dearie.

Your presence still lingers in me, why cant it just leave me alone?

I've kept everything in that notepad, i wonder if you will ever have a chance to see it.

2009-04-16T06:27:00.000-07:00

Running Through The Monsoon

Hey! I just woke up, after the 6hours of sleep! Lol! My medicine must have taken effect uh. Slept till shiok. Gonna take medicine soon again so that i'll be able to sleep. Ha so i did not waste my time to sit at Orchid Country Club today. Told Mr Ang i was sick. I think i'll get more sick if i stayed there man, so cold. I shouldnt even had come school today. Because theres no important lessons, Nathan and evelyn ng both didnt come, so yup, waste time sitting in canteen. Anyway, many said that i looked pale today! So shut up stupid edger:) He damn ass man, say even if i look pale, how to see the difference. Tskkkkkkkk. I must have really looked pale man, cause the moment i went into the hall, many asked if i was okay. Heh thanks guys. HAHhaha oh i forget to mention that me and cheryl are eating medicine together everyday, after breakfast and lunch and we are like taking the same medicines because thats what our doctors gave us. But i got more to take than her! Lol okay i dont know whats so funny about this but yeah! Goodbye.

Wanyi, i'm going to be alright soon and i'll be coming to save you from your sorrows:)
I'll be here to take away your sorrows, because wo ai ni!

Give me your strength.

2009-04-15T20:06:00.000-07:00

Youre The Voice Inside My Head

I'm gonna do badly for this term exams. Because i'm gonna miss lots of lessons due to the bowling shit which is super not worth it and i did not go school today because i'm sick. The slight fever and the crazy non-stop coughing is killing me. I need medicine, i'm only eating vitamin c now, which doesnt help much. Maybe wanyi and cheryl is gonna come and pass me my homework later so yeah ill get them to accompany me to see the doctor. I want to get well soon, i cant take it anymore. Ah okay off to do self studying. Goodbye.

Today shall be the new beginning, because its not worth being like that.
I'll slowly slowly try to forget you...Takecare boy.

Went to see the doctor and she gave me 6 different types of medicine. WOW. And i got so drowsy that i slept immediately after eating. Ive got mc for today and tomorrow. So still deciding if i should go to school tomorrow. Though theres bowling, so ill be missing lessons too even if i dont go. Oh yes did i mention that ive got my new secondary school ezlink card? Its like shit man, i look like one big ah lian, damn disgusting ok. Dont ever touch my wallet and take my ezlink card out to see, cause its really ugly. I hope ill lose it soon, then i will go make a new one :) Ciao.

2009-04-14T03:08:00.000-07:00

So Tired Of Tears
Our Day
Hell. My bad sore throat is coming back. Its damn painful can. Hate it man. Im gonna lose my voice again. Studied at Orchird Country Club today while taking down the scores of bowlers. I rather not be a reserve man. Ah fuck, everything is screwing up, skipped chinese remedial today cause i was having a slight fever, body felt so hot, went home immediately. Thankyou Fan lao shi and to those who cared. Sharlene, youre supposed to be strong, you dont deserve this.

You did not keep the promise that was supposed to be made today.
Its okay, time will heal.

2009-04-12T05:02:00.000-07:00

Fill My Empty Heart

Ill keep my promise, to study hard and do you proud. Yes i will. Study hard too and do the same for me. Ill be praying for you..

Can i not go to school tomorrow? Its only pe and then homed. Crap. Today was even more crap. It was so bad that i had to pretend i was yawning but actually i was tearing. Its only a day, and its already driving me nuts.

its time i learn to let go, because thats the best, for the both of us.
Its gonne be hard for me, i might not be able to hang on anymore.
I miss you badly, and i wonder what are you doing now...
Though you cant give me what i want, i dont regret.
Takecare, my boy, dont cry anymore..

2009-04-11T03:48:00.000-07:00

Forever

More, more more.

2009-04-11T01:17:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Just came home from bowling. Ha it sucks man, bowled 2 games and byebye. Occ needed those lanes from trainings i guess. Oh anyway i just got bored and i wanted to try to cook kway teow for myself. And it turned out to be so nice. Omg. Hhaha anyway easter service tomorrow and im excited!

2009-04-10T20:41:00.001-07:00

Mend Those Broken Pieces

God can change lives. I feel so much better, after going for those two good friday events that held yesterday. One is my cell event, the other is city harvest church. Heh so glad that wanyi daomin and cheryl came with me. It always feel so good to be in God's place, you can feel God's presence. And its so nice to see salvations.
Dear God, continue to do wonderful works, and touch the hearts of these people.

Lots of pictures up soon. It was so fun yesterday. Thankyou to the 3 lovely people who accompanied me bused home :)

2009-04-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

All Again For You

Sigh, i just feel so tired. I dont know if its physically tired or emotionally tired. Oh boy, i wanna stop thinking about anything. Go away, crazy thoughts. Stop having those insecure thoughts, bitch.
Youre there for me, are you.

2009-04-07T02:51:00.000-07:00

All I Want Is You

Im supposed to be at the bowling alley now but im at home. Ha because my legs are aching like hell! I cant even walk properly ok! Thanks to the 2.4 run yesterday. Ahhhhhhhhhhh. Okay i got to start woarking hard already because i realised exams are coming soon, real soon! Am in deep shit cause ive not been paying attention in class, and theres so much to catch up.

I want a sense of achievement. I dont want to stay as a reserve forever.
Dear God, make a way when there seems to be no way.

2009-04-06T07:35:00.000-07:00

Insomnia

Shag, long day. A very long day out. Im tired but ill still blog. All i want to say is forget about what Mrs Ess said during today's morning assembly about the fair...you know what i mean,ok? And forget everything that i did and said. And stop laughing, because i was really nervous. Cannot help it ok, so yup.

Out with the wonderful people today. Fun laughter peace and joy, yay. Ciao.
Bye "superman" , ahem.

2009-04-05T06:06:00.000-07:00

Pictures
Coco!

What are you doing wanyi? Hhaha I was playing soccer ok! Not doing taiji or whatever shit.

2009-04-03T22:28:00.000-07:00

Mayflower Sports Day 2009

Saw those purple bags we are holding? Guess whats inside! 8 APPLES FOR 8 RUNNERS WOW. We got 2nd in place for class relay and what we got was each an apple. Walao. Run so hard just for an apple. I thought it would at least be a trophy shared for the class. Unexpectedly an apple. School uh school. Tsk. Ah but anyway we won 2nd. Hahaha 2 diligent rocks.

I wasnt on form yesterday though. Me geena chiaee and daomin came in 4th for the 4times100 relay. Damn it, we were that close to getting a third. Oh boy, nevermind. Next year, babes:)

My sorethroat is still killing me. Its been like that since the end of camp till now. PLease recover. Awww talking about camp, i still still still miss camp alot. Its been a week :(

Headed to ben's house after sports day for project. Ben's dog is super the cute man. Ohmy. Her name is called coco. Shes seriously damn cute. Ha project, played soccer, went park. Had fun man. Pictures soon. Thanks benjamin for the Sarpino's pizza treat.

2009-04-02T01:42:00.000-07:00

I give my heart to you

"Ahhhhhhhh'', my voice is super sexy now. Damn it, i cant talk properly man. I thought my sorethroat was recovering but it became worse. Sian. Terrible man. Oh hell, ill just try my best tomorrow cause my legs are still aching badly now. Screw it.

2009-04-01T06:16:00.001-07:00

L.O.S.E.R SPELLS YOU.

Someone's making a fool outta him/herself in Wanyi's blog man. Ha, come on stop it alright. Its super low life man. Are you like jealous of us or what? So what if theres a big problem with each of us? SO WHAT MAN. It doesnt concern you, why must you judge us? You already suck ten times more than us by doing this man. I dare you to come and tell us IN OUR FACE. Do it man. We would definitely welcome you into our hate list. Watch your words man, watch your back too. We might get you, sooner or later. Talk as if you very perfect, wait till everyone finds out who you are and i bet we will laugh our ass off to see how much uglier you are than us. I bet youre aint any better. You hate me the most? Hhaha. Come on and tell me who you are man, I WOULD DEFINITELY PUT YOU FIRST INTO MY 'HATE LIST'. Stop barking like a lifeless dog.

2009-03-31T04:18:00.000-07:00

I dream

SIAN. I'm still in camp mood how how how?! Totally no mood for studies at all. Ah sucks man.

Okay thats not important now, the most important thing now is both my legs are aching badly and i cant walk properly and friday is Sports day, so tell me, what should i do? Sucks man, thanks to PE la. Had napfa pretest yesterday and i deproved almost all the sections except standing board jump. So i was trying real hard to get back to my last year's target but i couldnt. Oh damn it. So ive gained achings for nothing again. SHUCKS. Go away stomach, legs, arms aches please.

2009-03-29T04:05:00.000-07:00

Beautiful Memories

Another round of camp with SP campers please.

2009-03-29T03:34:00.000-07:00

Ive turned a little DARKER

I'm serious you know! Ive become darker. Hhahaha sun burns on my face. Oh but i seriously hope the bites on my legs wont leave scars. Its damn ugly and disgusting now you know. Dont laugh when you see it tomorrow. Its super obvious. It makes my legs ugly. Sian.

Hhah but anyway ive really turn darker and im so happy. Hopefully the colour will stay like that, yes yes yes.

School tomorrow? yes no yes no i dont know :(

2009-03-27T21:34:00.000-07:00

I Miss CAMP 2009

I miss camp, i miss trainers. I want to see trainers Fareez and Joel again.

Came home at 2plus yesterday, feeling all tired and shag. Slept at 3 woke up at 7pm and i realised i was having a fever. Ate some super effective panadol and within 4 hours i felt better. Dad even wanted to bring me see the doc as i had 14++ mosquito bites and he suspected it could be dengue. Hell no. Luckily i'm not having fever anymore. Hopefully it wont come back.

Ohyes, so fever, mosquito bites, aching arms and legs was what i gained after camp. But i did not regret at all as this camp was indeed a wonderful one.

My group name was defreeze led by Fareez(he rocks i tell you). We had nice cheers. Firstday wasn't really fun. Had lots of waiting to do. The low elements made us hyper though. The nitro crossing where we had to swing from one end to another without touching the ground. And the giant finger where we had to join hands to get two person to climb up a long pilar and place a wheel through the pilar. Third was the spiderweb which we had to let everyone go through strings of spiderweb without touching those strings. So in between we had lots of fun doing cheers. Fareez and Joel were so dramatic and that made all of us laugh. Nightwalk was super scary. I didnt expect it to be that scary. Trainers wrapping themselves up in white cloths and we were asked to walk this trail 4by4. It was probably worse than Halloween.

Second day was the best. With amazing race and high elements and campfire. I had to go through the broken bridge which was quite challenging to do but i managed to complete it so yeah. We had to do our last minute preparation for campfire. Everyone was rushing, those giving orders were screaming and shouting trying to get the attention of everyone to keep quiet. But eventually we did well in the campfire. I thought that our skit was excellent. Learnt alot through the campfire. The atmosphere was great, we had our campfire in the middle of pasir ris park. It feels as if the whole place was owned by us. We had cheers, sing along, dance, and everything. It was great man.

Third day ended out sucky. Cause we all didnt want to leave the camp. When Joel spoke to us telling us how he feel about us and so, i was already wanting to cry. And then Fareez told Joel that he dont want to say anything to us cause he was afraid that he will cry. And when Joel told us, i was already tearing. I was so touched by them. They sacrifice their time for us and they didnt even ate their lunch and dinner. And even supper, they were so hungry that they both shared a muffin together. There were so many leftovers but they cant eat it cause it was only meant for us. You cant be not touched by what they had done for us. Camp finale was worse. Me and cheryl cried terribly when we see all the trainers tearing as they came out infront and speak to us. Telling us how touched they were to see us turning out to be a better person after the camp. I seriously want camp back. Almost half of 2diligent cried, so you can see how enjoyable the camp was...Its so sucky that after the camp, you wont see the trainers anymore.. The feeling sucks man. Even when we were on the bus, we were still crying badly. They didnt even had the time to really talk to us, everything was so rush. They didnt wrote much in our camp booklet too, such a pity. If only i could turn the time back where we were supposed to board the bus back to school, i would definitely not board that bus.

THANK YOU JOEL AND FAREEZ, WITH LOVE.

Oh man, i cant continue any longer cause im afraid i will start crying again. Goodbye.
im glad im back though, cause i missed someone terribly.

2009-03-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

Viva La Vida

Half done with my camping bag. Siann sian sian. Seriously no mood for camp, i dont know why. Dont feel like going at all at all at all. The thought of not having my handphone with me for 3days can kill me. But i guess its gonna be fun, so ahhhhhhhhhh.

Wanyi, come on cheer up. Stop behaving like that. If only i can take half of your burden for you. At least ill be able to cope i guess. I love you, so cheerup ok?

2009-03-21T23:21:00.000-07:00

Unbreakable

Oh boy Wanyi's not at my house anymore. I couldnt sleep last night you know! Wonder if its because wanyi isnt here anymore. Ha nah couldnt be. My stomachaches are killing me man. How to go camp? Its been killing me since wednesday. Go away man.

So now i know whats the reason of my money flying away from me, ICE KIMO! From Cookie minster to bailey to vanilla. I think ive spent at least half of my savings on ice kimo. You cant blame me cause the ice cream rocks AND how can you expect me to not go when dm and wanyi are going. I cant let them enjoy it without me! Ha anyway i hope those ice creams arent the caused of my stomachaches man.

Oh and in your ass man SJI guy, doesnt mean you know how to bowl, you can laugh your ass off at other people. So what if they bowl like shit, they aint bowlers you know. I hope i can challenge you in some competition next time and thrash you like hell so that you would keep your bloody mouth shut.

goodbye flea. Ive got no money to spend on you.
Lim daomin im waiting for last sunday's pictures and chalet pictures :(

Random pictures from everywhere.

Start of holiday, end of holiday, untouched schoolbag!! Ohno.

2009-03-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

MY DSLR, AS IF.

oh boy, lots of pictures coming up. Especially the chalet ones.

Hey wanyi, i think i suck as a friend. Youre like spending everyday with me now and yet i dont even know how to cheer you up. Seeing you like that makes me really sad yknow. All i can say is cheerup. Dont cry, anymore. You kept telling me how you feel, but yet i dont seem to know how you feel. I dont seem to care. But actually i do, i just cant show it. Dm, and the rest can just sent you a msg and that can cheer you up. But i cant, im seriously super useless. Everyday you sleep just beside me and we dont even have anything to talk about. Both of us just kept quiet, and we will fall asleep soon. I wanna talk to you so badly, but there is nothing i could think of. cheerupcheerupcheerup is all i can say. Im really sorry. I suck at expressing my feeling, but i still love you okay. Theres still me, to fill up your empty heart.

2009-03-15T08:34:00.001-07:00

Picture Perfect

hmm so here are the pictures taken that day by me. Theres more but i'm lazy. As you can see it doesnt look really nice cause they are moving but i think its still taken very well. Right timing man. They look like professional bowlers man haha.

dj course tomorrow. Mr Tan is coming to pick us up from my house. Hhaha oh yes wanyi is at my house now. And she will be staying here for 5days wow. Awww yingzhong domt be jealous. She will be sleeping together with me and we will be doing lots of stuffs. Hhahaha sounds so wrong man. Oh weelll, sleep now so tomorrow ill have energy cause full day for me man.

OH AND HAPPY BIRTDAY JASLYN!!!! HEART HEART HEART.

2009-03-14T04:54:00.000-07:00

Love Story One

So my sushi failed. The rice wasnt well cooked, oh boy. At least it was still nice. Haha. It's the thought and effort that counts right? ha.

The weather was freaking cold today plus it was raining badly. And we were at safra supporting Yingzhong and the rest. And the air con was effing cold. Grats to jerry and spencer who won. And to yingzhong, cheerup man You were tired so its okay, plus wanyi did went to support you right, so you should be thankful and happy. Haha.

Church tomorrow, then out again to get presents for lovely people like you and you(:

May we continue to spend the 14 of every month together. Love you much xo.
But i feel like a bitch, im sorry.

2009-03-12T04:52:00.000-07:00

The World's Going Against Me

Why can't there be a day that you will see me smiling the whole time? It was unexpected. Never in my life did i thought i would actually quarrel with you. But i'm sorry, i couldnt help it but shout at you. It was beyond my limits. Perhaps you were just being funny, but i couldnt take it. Sorry.

Depressed, depressed of not having money. I need money, i really need. I kept trying to save. But the money just keeps disappearing from my pocket. Close, close all those lovely shops in the world that tempts me. My money, please come back. Awwww.

2009-03-10T06:14:00.000-07:00

The Lies The Truth

I'm so super tired. I wanna go to sleep but i dont want to go to sleep. Okay what am i saying. Hmm, i just want and dont want to sleep. I want to sleep thanks to the crazy Artmazing race and i dont want to sleep because i wannaaaa talk to dearest laterrr.

The crazy artmazing race that took place today was certainly enjoyable. But not as tiring as the Girl Guides amazing race that i had last year. I think my group was kinda euthu today, overall i guess we did a great job. Planning organising on so and so to read up this and that on the fact sheet. Sooo we kept passing by clarke quay, what a pityyy i couldnt take pictures. It was such a nice place, i think camwhoring there would be wonderful. Luv today.

Shag. I still went bowling today! Despite of the 'zzzzzz' that kept appearing infront of me making me wanna sleep. I'm a good photographer and you wanna know why? I shall show you soon when wanyi send me those pics.

Oh and you know what? Everyone can start planning where to go for holidays but i cant! Thanks to that Dj course i have to attend at Innova Jc. Tsk, hopefully i wont regret sacrificing my holidays for that course. Anyway, i can take this holiday to start save money too cause i wont be going out anyway. Ciaao.

2009-03-07T20:43:00.000-08:00

It's Marina Square

So we went Marina Square for shopping. All i could do was get tempted by the beautiful clothes, accessories and food. I cant spend, cause i want to save. I think i'm like left with a freaking 30bucks only. No more shopping for me, i dont like window shopping, awww. How i wish money could drop from the sky.

skipped church today as i couldnt wake up plus i have to finish my history project now.

I hope i'm going to china. YES. Goodbye.

2009-03-06T05:33:00.000-08:00

I want to go CHEENA yes yes yes

Just a random picture. Miss chermel. And my fringe.

Gonna have a school trip to china for 9 days!! I'm so gonna go okay. Hopefully my parents will allow. And hopefully there will be enough vacanies :)

2009-03-06T04:47:00.000-08:00

Yay found this pictures from Mayflower fotki. The camera rocks man.

Woo i'm so excited about class relay cause we must win. Ha.

Theres this bride and groom that came to our school today to take wedding pictures which i supposed they were both from Mayflower last time. So cool huh? They took a kissing scene in the canteen and everyone was like wooo. Hhahaha.

Damn it, bowling tomorrow again. Early wake ups again. SIan. Then maybe off to town with clique. Yeah.

2009-03-05T05:51:00.000-08:00

050309

Heeelllloooo I'm webcaming with my fan now. Showing her my sister's secondhand clothes. Hahaha anddd soooo she bought 2 blouses. Hhahah cool huh? shopping on msn :) Oh yeah. Anyone interested in cheap secondhandclothes? tell me XD Anyway wanyi youre so so unlucky man, hope you'll get your phone back soon huh! luv you.

And mr ang, i'm not sardine. Argh

2009-03-04T04:15:00.000-08:00

Deep And Meaningless

Woo i did 2 diligent proud i did 2 diligent proud. Hhaha. Had paper aeroplane competition for sec2 level today. I represented my class to take part cause my plane flew the furthest and unexpectedly, i won the whole level, with a first. Haha it so super tyco man. My plane totally flew down but dont know why suddenly flew straight down halfway, so it was kinda far. Had fun man. Was so nervous la, so many eyes staring, then i stand there throw. Haha my school is really cool man. Finally, our class won something man. Last year we couldnt even achieve anything. Ha happy to do my class proud. :D

Mrs supra did science experiments today which was really really cool. Serious. I wonder how it works man, but still, i hate science. Lol! Aye, i need money badly man, awwww. To think geena and daomin still have the money to go orchard, damn them. Roar.

2009-03-02T03:51:00.000-08:00

I stink now cause pe was tiring today. The rain was terrible today. Oh well, going to study for chemistry test.

Holding you tightly.

2009-03-01T04:53:00.000-08:00

Before i start bragging, cheryl i've got something to say!! Haha you this idiot, dont think i dont know, that so much things are bothering you. I'm your bestfriend so you think i wont know? Pissed okay, pissed that you wouldnt tell us anything. Stop keeping things to yourself girl, it wont do you good. Just go to my contact and press my beloved name ok? Anytime dearest, 24/7 for you, only. Your handphone will be happy too. Luv you.

Suppose

My eyes are screaming for the sight of you, yes you. Oh well, anyway i cut my fringe and its effing short now and it looks effing ugly. Oh boy, regreted, but still, it willl eventually grow back.

I just filled my stomach with curry plus toast bread plus fried rice plus soup, so i guess its happy. Hhaha okay i'm being lame. Talking about lame, wanyi is super lame. She was making me laugh the whole time today. Ha happy for her, pray that she'll grow up cause *ahem* haha. Luv you bitch.

Not gonna post about what i've been doing this few days but yeah will be posting pictures real sooon so you guys will know what i've been doing.

Oh oh and that boy in striped pajamas sucks! lol! Dont watch it ok?

A million hearts for the ones i luv.

2009-02-25T04:46:00.000-08:00

He's just not that into you

A super sweet romance movie, go watch it if you havent!

1) I saw Felicia Chin at Angmokio hub, She's Hot.
2) I saw a beautiful rainbow on my way home
3) I actually passed my cheena
4) School rules sucks.
5) Ahem Wanyi *blinks eyes at you*
6) Movie marathon on friday at Geena's house
7) Goodbye! xo.

2009-02-24T03:27:00.000-08:00

Ups and downs

I'm back from a day of slack training. Bowling was super slack today. I was like the only girl in my lane cause joanne tienjin yishan wanxin gwen all didnt come. So had hearttalks with yingzhong. Haha you this idiot. You know what? Go check yz out okay, he place his hand at ben's car door just now and ben went to close it cause he didnt see yz's hand. And yz was like ' aye my hand' in a very soft and calm voice. Like whatthehell? me ben and ben's mum were already like so shocked you know, then he was like so calm, dont know act cool or what. He still at there laugh laugh laugh leh. But it pains like hell la duh. Swollen now leh. SUPER cute man he, my friend eh, funny huh?

anywaayyyyyy i still cant believe that jiafu won me in history by one mark with a score of 21, zzzzzzzzzz/ Tyco shit. Quite please with my results this term but i know i can do better! So yup, all the way man. I shall start winning cheryl and wanyi in their results. I cant stand wanyi, she's always winning me despite not studying. Damn her, aww but i still luv her. Ha! Bitch.

"Sharlene! I cant see your face in that video, only your hair " , said by alex.
" Sharlene! You laugh like an idiot in that video" , said by andy.
" You look damn white in the video leh " , said by many.
I seriously regreted taking the video man.
One more, " why your hair never pin up in that video? " , asked by Mrs Ram.
*I smiled and walk away* Haha.

Whats best friends forever when we are always quarelling?

2009-02-22T02:01:00.000-08:00

Sports Day Heats @ yiochukang stadium

hahah i cant stop laughing when i see this picture! super natural.

Wanyi! with that kind of facial expression on your face, youre telling everyone im heavy.

Perfect picture, perfect scenary

I'm not that tall okay, i think i tiptoe:(

Beautiful eyes, aww.

Hhahaaa erman!!

Phew! yay im done uploading all the pictures already, you guys better thank me man! I help to upload all of them eh! Unlike Wanyi! Took so many, upload 2 only. I waited for at least an hour for all the pictures to be send to me ok! Ha. So anywayy this were the pictures for sports heats. My team, me dm chiaee geena came in 3rd. Hope will get selected for sports day? yup. And my legs are aching like hell now! Cause i havent been running for long.

Go P.H.O.E.N.I.X

2009-02-21T16:45:00.000-08:00

gROUP PHOTO oNE.

FLEA.FLY.FLO.FUN @ Clarke Quay

Group photo two

Jaslyn!

Celestine! Jaslyn!

Girls.

Erman! you look good here. haha

Youre nice, so im smart? haha

Group photo 2

haha i wonder who painted this!

More pictures up soon okay!

Went out with wondeful people like wanyi geena celest jaslyn yz eugene and erman. I think we shop for at least 5 hours without stopping? It was crazy, my legs couldnt take it already. So now its more aching than yesterday. Argh. I can hardly walk properly now. But still, it was worth it. I have phobia of going to fleas now. Cause i cant stop spending!! i NEED to control. I spent so much yesterday. Bought my new cool school shoes too. and lots of other stuffs. So yesterday was an enjoyable day. Especially when eugene did stupid stuffs that made me laugh like hell. Ha! goodbye.

2009-02-18T05:28:00.000-08:00

PictureS

More pictures up Soon. Common test is over. Art history was hell lot of crap. Did for 10mins, slept. I dont even know what to write, just wrote alittle here and there, dont expect to pass either. Home econs was okay, i think i'll pass, despite studying without textbook:) Oh and i cant believe im gonna run for sports day heats, can i back out please? lol.

Huili jenny jesphne, how about another round of gangbang? :D

2009-02-17T02:15:00.000-08:00

May the days go by slowly

I think i'm the stupidest girl in the world. i left my home econs textbook in school. Cause it's not at home when i thought it was!! So i didnt bother checking my lockerrrr and the cardboard in class. Damn it, i'm gonna die. There's so mch to study for home econs. If only someone has a scanner, then can scan it to me :( But so far no one has it. Oh man oh man oh man, i shall just be prepared to fail it. Awwwwwwwwwwwww.

2009-02-14T20:55:00.000-08:00

Happy Love Day

Valentine's was spent in a nice way on friday. Just that the ipp was kinda extra. Wanyi and Cheryl did well in the lunch time concert. Spent time in the canteen after school, was super hilarious, thanks to wanyi and daomin for letting go of my balloons many times. And i dont know why i was so sad, andy even risked his life to get it for me, but failed. Until erm i dont know whats his name, oh man but yeah anyway he came and help me get it. Twice! Thanks man, tall people rocks. Haha. Played concentration, I ended up having that punishment, i cant believe i lost. I has to do something stupid. The rest of the day shall not be elaborated.
Thanks for everything, my valentine.
Yesterday went and study with cheryl, on valentine's!! Girls carrying flowers, guys talking about what to buy for their girlfriends, shop owners trying to sell their valentine stuffs. The Valentine's mood was so nice, but me and cheryl ended up in the library, but stilll, we managed to spent Valentine's with wanyi daomin and geena during the evening. Bought sushi, headed to bishan park for picnic at the top of the 'hill'. Atmosphere was great. Haha we are the cool people. Pictures , lots of pictures to be uploaded soon, i promise. But off to study first, going to know about singapore history now.

Oh and i forget to tell you guys that cheryl stayed at my house yesterday, kinda cool, she was the first. She told me a little stuffs but not all. Having hearttalks with cheryl feels great, but it sucks when she doesnt wanna tell you anything!! She was like : i feel like telling you but i dont want to tell you . Get what i mean? You will get fed up, she likes to keep people in suspense. She likes people to keep guessing, keep cracking our brains. As i know i cant be bothered to guess, i went ahead to sleep. haha anyway love you cheryl! Stop thinking bout your past.

2009-02-12T04:37:00.000-08:00

I Long For You

Tomorrow shall be, will be, the best day of the month i hope:) Yes i'm done with my lovely gifts for tomorrow. It's Valentine's! Roses, Chocolates, Hearts, Bears. School shall be filled with love tomorrow.

School's cool but stupid. School's celebrating Valentine's tomorrow, but they are also gonna have In place Protection Exercise, it's so crazy, agree? In place protection on Valentine's? So funny man. I think i wanna wear PE tomorrow, if not i swear ill sweat to death. And maybe i wont be able to hold my pee, so i'll use the 'toilet' that willl be built in class? Haha, i remember primary school we did it before! It was fun, but it was super hot stuffy yucky. But i think no lessons tomorrow, so yeahhhhhhhhh :D rock on.

2009-02-11T03:33:00.000-08:00

More pictures up soon.
So sick of love songs, so tired of tears.

Ive filled buckets with plenty of waters today. Its settled but its not totally settled. I'm gonna go crazy. For the first time, i'm in such a difficult position. I dont want people to control my life, my love life. Neither do i want to leave the decision to myself cause i know ill still be sad no matter what the decision is. Im at a loss now. I seriously dont know what to do. Its either this or that. What am i supposed to do. I dont want to hurt the people around me too. Neither can i let go. This is driving me crazy, for the first time ive been in such a situation. If i have a choice, i rather not be me. My life seriously sucks. Why must it be me whos in this kind of situation? My Fate seems to be decided on other people's hands and not mine. I think i'm a loser. I seriously hope i dont have to make decisions, i hope everything will be okay. But i think its gonna be hard. Or probably it wont even come true too. I'm not blaming anyone, i'm just hating to be me. I wanna stop myself from suffering. I cant take it. Tired, i'm tired. Stop giving comments about anyone anything anymore. I dont want to hear.
For the first time i think im really deeply in love.But its not going my way, its not going the way i want it to go. I want to have someone for valentine, for the first time,

2009-02-10T05:38:00.000-08:00

It was supposed to be A Secret That Cant Be Told

I'm sorry for not making my blog happy, but yeah was kinda lazy to blog and busy too with all th upcoming stupid tests and exams next week. Hopefully school will turn out better soon. Appetite will grow bigger soon. I leart to take things easily now. Besides, i dont know what i should do now besides going to school and trying not to fall asleep during lessons. Hopefully results will show for the effort i've put in. Oh boy, anyway i think i'll be back after next week. After my common test week, pray that i'll do well.

And that the sky wil be brighter for me as the days goes by. Fear not, sharlene:)
I thank God for people like Tzyyling and Virginia, and of course cool classmates that i have.
Oh and fuck cramps, it sucks. Now i know why people hate it.

2009-02-04T03:07:00.000-08:00

Theres only one thing two do three words four you, i love you

Hi peeps! I'm backk. Okay anyway to you i hate you man, youre seriously damn selfish you think about yourself . Self-centered. I dont want to blog about you man, cause if i were to, there's so much to say.

i'm wet cause its raining and i didnt had an umbrella. I studied in school today yes i did!! haha anyway i'm laughing my ass off now cause i know a secret, shhhhhhhhz. Hhehehehe. OKay off to study, tests tomorrow!! ciao luv.

2009-02-02T03:12:00.000-08:00

He belongs to someone else

Pictures taken yesterday and the day before yesterday. Went Ms Gan's house the day before yesterday. It was super last minute, reached there at 9pm. Played blackjack, got a banban and 2 banlucks but end losing still cause Ms Gan our banker got 2 banlucks so pay double, aww. They drank beer, i didnt, cause it sucks. Xuanming drank beer as if it was coca cola O.O Got down at Yishun with xm and edwin and reached home at freaking 12pm, so i got nagged. Haha at least i reached home safe and sound. Had fun at Ms Gan's house too! Yesterday went church then headed to Ennmee's house, wow her dog is crazy man. She went chasing after me and i screamed like an idiot and jump on the sofa. No im not scare of dogs, but her dog is WOW. Then meet Cheryl and wanyi forawhile only, then headed to library. And then i saw chingay parade at yck when i was on my way home! omg it feels so hongkong, infact its so hongkong. I was thinking about hongkong trip when i saw the parade, cinderella, mickey minnie, disney.

My darling :)

Jaslyn! Steal our limelight leh, tsk:)

omg i look fat here.
Group picture!

OKay more pictures up soon soon.

2009-01-31T01:01:00.000-08:00

Here's new year's pictures.

:D Look here's the prove i did studied in school yesterday while waiting for cheryl.

Zhien claims that his photography skills are good, wow. I see npcc people behind O.O

I look like an idiot behind hehehehe.

I finished my xi zi for cheng yu already, it was kinda fast, writing 30 chengyus 4 times each. One chengyu 4 words so its like 120 times 4 which is like 480 words!! But i didnt even memorise it at all, it didnt get inside my head so its like zuo deng yu mei you zuo. Get it? yup. 30 cheng yu to memorise eh! Hell.

Off to uncle's house later, seeya!

2009-01-30T07:19:00.001-08:00

We'll write a song, that turns out to lights

Bad day bad bad day. I fell at home. In my room.
1) i woke up late, so i was rushing to school.
2) i step on the pull out bed on a pillow which was damn near the edge of the bed.
3) i moved a little, so the pillow moved too and then the pillow drop down and i fell and hit the sharp edge of the bed.
4) i felt so paralyse during morning assembly. The pain from my back spread to my hand, yes for that moment i thought i was going to be paralyse, wanted so badly to go home and rest.
5) it got better, not pain anymore unless someone go and press it.
6) Only after i reached home, then i realised there was a big scar at my back.
WOW. Lucky it wasnt at my face or something. I'm already a red nose freak now because of my big pimple. I dont know why, but pimples like to grow on my nose.
crap.

aNYWAY, the wedding game is super lame. Singapore shows, tsk.

2009-01-29T03:17:00.000-08:00

I feel so bad, getting ang baos from Yingzhong and Cheryl's family without visiting them. Thanks!

So yup i was so lonely in class today, cause those two babes didnt come to school. And jiafu they all were like '' no friend find friend''. Whathehell. So mean huh. I got Geena and Daomin yea!

So didnt had bowling training today but still went to play with Yingzhong. I beat him today, like yay but he wasnt on form so yeah:( If not he would have beaten me flat, yes i mean flat. I'm really really not consistent man. Sharlene! Comeon, roll your ball to arrow 2, stop going to the gutter for God's sake. Sucks, i'm so spastic. Oh well. Anyway i beat my highest score with a 167 yay. Butttt i wanna get high game, lol! I must be dreaming but i will i want i must.

Testsssss next week! I will i must i need to start studying now! So goodbye world luvs.

ps./ Mrs Evelyn Ng is the coolest teacher is the world. XD
agree agree? yes!

2009-01-26T08:19:00.000-08:00

OMG i'm really really lucky, serious. I got 4 ban lucks, how lucky can i get?

Hhahaahahah just ended blackjack with my family and i won the most, $66! I'm really lucky. I could actually get 4 banlucks you know. Bet $4 on every game. Im super happy of course. So i'll kepp this $66 and put all my angbao money into the bank. Parents took turns to be bankers and total they lost $136 to the three of us. hehehehe. I didnt even wanna continue when i won $30 cause i'm afraid ill lose it but didnt expect to win more. The chinese new year show fortune teller says People born in the Year of Dog which is me will have alot of luck this year O.O. And lucky colour is red!!!!!!! :D And lucky number is 7 ewwww( i hate 7 i luv 8).

Okay anyway im super tired now. Visiting tomorrow again. I feel so heaty now. Mouth so dry, have been eating those new year goodies. And my teeth hurts so badly, even drinking cold drinks!! Guess i needa buy sensodye or whatever it is spelled.

Happy chinese new year people! Byeeeee .

2009-01-25T07:22:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!!!!!

i'm back from Reunion Dinner at Grandparents house. And i'm super full, guess what i ate? Steamboat!! hahaha and and crabs!! Big big ones hehehehe. Love it man, i hope ill grow fat soon or at least gain weight. Pleaseeeee. I've received Ang Bao from ah ma already. And my birthday money from my aunties. Haha my money is coming in, told ya.

Before reunion we went town for last minute shopping, its so not crowded at all. It's like practically nobody. Didnt buy anything though. Went back Granny's house after that, had dinner and then played with cousins, played cheat hahah i hate it okay cause i always got caught for cheating. I really love my ahma man, she was so tired after dinner cause she was busy the whole day, preparing steamboat and all. And tomorrow she has to wake up at 4am just to cook shark fin and alot of other food for people who are visiting tomorrow. Its been like that for years, my ahma rocks i tell you.

Okay anywayyy im so excited about tomorrow!! Thinking about the many different types of food i can eat, from houses to houses. Hoho. But i still havent decide on what to wear tomorrow! This year bought too many clothes already, cant decide on which to wear for first day and which to wear on the second. And i dont know what to do with my hair!!! Oh gosh. Ah i shall stop thinking and go to bed now. So bye people!

2009-01-23T23:07:00.000-08:00

I just came back from swimming 20 laps!!! Wow i feel so good now after swimming but tired. I've never swim for at least a 5 months alreadyyyy you know! hahaha so proud of myself man. I'm gonna swim often now cause i wanna grow tall, taller than wanyi cheryl geena daomin. Yes yes i can. And yingzhong and jiafu. Then you guys wont tease at me anymore hehehehe ciao!

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2009-01-23T21:15:00.001-08:00

(L) CLIQUE. I only posted one cause i think this is the nicest. The others are like blur or dont have me inside. So yup:) We all look kuku.

why am i known as the white girl? omg.

You know everytime i get to know someone from mayflower, they'll tell me i am known as the 'white girl'. lol! this is so crazy okay. I dont want people to know me as the white girl, so embarrassing! But i must accept the fact that im fair right, AND NOT WHITE. lol okay i cant change my skin colour anyway. :(

So yup its gonna be chinese new year soon and my room is still in a mess but im not gonna care about it anymore cause its beyond cure. Mum's side is coming over for reunion dinner later and ive just peal finished the tao gays, it stinks man and my hands still have that fishy smell. And i cant wait to have my dad's side reunion dinner cause my ahma is gonna cook!! Steamboat steamboat steamboat:)

Okay anyway yesterday was school chinese new year celebration and i'm freaking angry cause those idiots tore down my class decoration again, its the 4th time already man! You guys are really losers man, i really dont know what to say. So spent shopping with clique after school, and i'm so happy cause i bought a dress and a shirt but i'm so broke now but in a few days time my money will be back again hehehe. Okay swimming with dad now cause i wanna grow tallerrr so bye!:D

2009-01-22T03:14:00.000-08:00

Picture of the day
Terry lim Jian Yuan/ si fei zhu :)
Okay all this pictures were taken yesterday, i serious dont know terry took it only until he told me and i only look at it at on my way to cheryl's house. Lol! Its rather natural so i posted it up :)

Picture 1: i help him style his hair

Picture 2: I was laughing at him.

Picture 3 : Jiafu sleeps in class.

Cheryl camera rocks.

This pictures were the ones that i said i vandalised the shop walls.

Fuck man, if i'm not given any chance to take part then what for i waste my time and continue? I've been putting so much effort just on bowling. If you dont wanna give me a chance then ill quit. My hands are tired anyway.

2009-01-19T06:09:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday sharlene

okaaayy my birthday was kinda normal cause its a school day so yup. But i celebrated my birthday on sunday with the best people on Earth, like wanyi cheryl geena daomin! thanks babes you guys rock okay. Thanks for granting my steamboat wish. Haha. But before that i went church and ruiqi they all also celebrated for me and then we went to eat at simei with camp friends. Eighteen chefs restaurant rocks okay, their food, wow! SAnd after eating you can vandalised their shop, cool right? ill show you guys what i vandalised soon.

so today recess cheryl started singing happy birthday song and then alot of people started singing so loudly especially jiafu and his gang and i was so embarrassedddddddddd okay. Then they use three chopsticks to make fun of me say what must pray to me cause i'm a ghost all those shit. Idiots right yeah. Was supposed to go town with yingzhong and erman cause everyone had cca but i didnt go in the end cause i was tired. So i went home to have a nap. Hhahaha cool right my birthday? Sleep is important to me ok. Then went to meet cheryl and eat dinner. And i saw Mr julesssssssssssss. Like wow, i told cheryl i got a feeling i'll see jules and then i really saw him!

Thanksssss all for birthday wishes and presentssss.. I wont delete those msgs hahahah. Bye!

2009-01-16T22:19:00.000-08:00

hhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiii okay i think ive gone crazy lol, i thought of buying qiyang and qinghuang boxers!! lol!! Cause i reallyy dont knowwwwwww what to buy for them!! hahahahaa boxers la can anot? okay i think they will kill me if they see this.

Anyway, my parents just spent a bomb on me, i didnt choose ipod for birthday aww:( cause i want a bowling bag plus spare ball. So i got 2 balls now okay i sound so wrong but yeah balls!! lol. so bye to ipod. But im still happy. plus my new specs so altogether 400plus yknow. I feel kinda bad too.

im so tired, and i just realised next next week is chinese new year and i havent finish my shopping!! this is crazy man, so im gonna go get my clothes finish with shermaine later. This year is like damn rush and ive got no time to study for my tests on monday!! stress ah stress ah. Okay promise after chinese new year ill study hard. yup gonna get overdued presents for yuying geena qinghuang qiyang and cheryl's christmas present hahaha k buaiixxx to all ahlianzz.

2009-01-16T00:41:00.000-08:00

I gotta get your memory out of my head

I've got so much to day opps i mean say*

1) Theres eng test and maths test on monday which is my birthday which is so -.-
2) I put on my glasses and contact lenses today and it was so clear when its suppose to be blur O.O
3) I wear jiafu wanyi terry glasses with my lenses and they all look clear.
4) yeah so i was super worried.
5) My father brought me to optical shop to get my eyes check up and i realised that my left eye got 50 extic. And my right eye increase by 50.
6) i told that shop person that my lenses not clear, she said its because i wear wrong side, she said that th shape of the lenses suppose to be like a bowl shape so if its not, ill feel uncomfortable and wont be able to see clearly. So yeah my lenses was uncomfortable, so it means i wear wrong side, kuku! But she say i very pro, cause can feel like got something stuck inside my eyes i still can ignore. ^.^
7) i bought my new glasses which is like zebra colour. hoho! Daomin im sorry hehehe. I hope i wont regret!
8) Its Qinghuang's birthday today so Happy birthday brother!!
9) i wanna go bowling now. Hhaha
10) My birthday is nearing!! yay.
11) i heart my clique.
12) Bye!

2009-01-15T04:53:00.000-08:00

My lips is super super swollen now, its like burning for no reason and its cracking. Its exactly how it was when i was at Hongkong last year! Sucks. I kept complaining to my parents and my mum asked '' you kiss someone ah, that's why like that'' And then my father laughed super loudly and he was like yeahyeah. He say : Aiyo kiss too much already right? serious leh, people kiss too much lips will become like that. You kiss guy right? So nonsense right? I told him : if you say yes then yes lor, if you say no then no lor. I say no you also wont believe, so its a yes lor. Ridiculous huh.

I just received a $50 from my grandmother and a $30 from my grandfather yay. Hhahaha i feel so so happy. I'm gonna eat crab on my birthday i dont care:) 4 days!!

School has been crazy, homework is not my friend i tell you. Bowling's my bestf though. Yup bye.

2009-01-15T02:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEENA! luvs.

2009-01-14T04:01:00.000-08:00

Omg i'm so so tired. I've really not been having enough sleeps y'know! Cannot take it already man.

Science was fun today! We were like playing with the egg that was given for the experiment. Its disgusting man. & then we use our pens to make the water turn colour cooooool, damn coool!
OKay lame. Tuition was crazy just now. Almost fall asleep and there were construction near the tuition centre so it was freaking noisy. Lucky i had my earpiece with me XD

Geena geena geenahnahnahnah!!! Its our birthday tomorrow!!! idiot, dont like people older than me, hahahah okay kidding. You know what? i havent bought your birthday present, so late one yup ? Sorrrrrryyy girl.

whats happeningggggggg

2009-01-13T06:28:00.000-08:00

Hearing Mrs Nathan laugh makes me wanna laugh too. Haha!

Okay okay seriously if you hear Mrs Nathan laugh, you will seriously laugh too, just now in class she was reading her book and then she suddenly started laughing to herself. So i asked Jiafu to look, and then everyone started looking too! Haha. She's super cute i tell you. Th way she laughs, oh my. She was reading this funny book about a tall guy facing alot of problems because of his height? I think i wanna get that book. Ok cool.

Thanks Jaslyn, Erman, Jiafu and yingzhong for th present, though you guys are kinda early, but yeah thanks!!

I must must must , yes must.

2009-01-12T07:11:00.001-08:00

I just came home from bowling haha i've been bowling often this few months man! With J and F and my brother.

Anywayyyyyyyy, i'm super stressed now cause my sister got a freaking 8 for her olevels, yes she's crazy okay. And now my parents are nagging at me, and they say i must do better than her! This sucks ohman. So now because of my sister im motivated to study wow. Plus seeing people crying today makes me wanna cry too and i dont want to end up crying like them.

I got selected to join Long Jump todaY! ew. Hate Long Jump. And after school was like so fun, did homework and then play cards with huang sharmaine they all. Okay turning in now ciao!

2009-01-11T03:05:00.000-08:00

A HAPPY ENDING

Okay my blog's back again! I privated it it's because i dont feel like blogging anymore at that time. And not because of what those disgusting people that say in Wanyi's blog. Seriously, screw you guys man, not only didnt you guys help yet your still add fuel to the fire. Are your really that happy that we werent in good terms? I bet your wanted this to happen man. Go care about you your friends instead of peeking into our business.

So bowling really cheered me up. I think whenever i'm sad, ill go bowl. Haha. Anyway, i think alot of people hate me now, yes and i kinda dont like it but yeah from today onwards i'm not gonna care about how people think of me anymore. Cause that's me! So if you dont like th way i am, then no one's forcing you to stay here and read my post, alright?

School's tomorrow! PLus Olevel results! Goodluck to my sister and those getting results tomorrow. And i wanna run 2.4 tomorrow! yesyesyes runrunrun. OKay ive got to rush my homework now so bye.